fantasy within reality
Glenn
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piggy_boi@hotmail.com
Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice
Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my ♥.
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Careless
I've got this uber big cut on my right calf, at least it doesn't hurt, it did, but not anymore. Got brushed on the side of a motorcycle license plate, it had those sharp edges. -.-" Can't believe i'm so careless, people are going to start thinking i have blood relations with PEGGY PANG (a.k.a queen of accidents) now. Which will totally suck because i really don't want people to think that way about me, it doesn't matter what they think about her.
Joking. :x
CNY is just around the corner, i don't think i'll have the energy to celebrate though, i'm wayyy too tired at this moment to even think about it. I only wish time can fast forward because i want reunion dinner! Both with my family and the "family". I just love our "family" gatherings, there's so much to hear and talk about. Although i'm no trying to be
Baby never fails to put a smile on my face no matter how angry i am, ♥ her to bits. :D
7:57 AM
Monday, February 08, 2010
who knows what the future brings
but for another gives it ease, and builds a Heaven in Hell's despair.
Sometimes, you can plan for forever, plan far far into the future and sometimes, you'll see each other together in dreams just sitting together on a swing watching time pass, it just seems so right. However i realize what you plan or foresee doesn't always work out the way you might actually want it to be. What's most painful is actually letting go of this "dream" and not actually the person itself.
Is it rational to be wondering so much and is it really worth it to risk everything? What if you know that this "dream" can actually become a reality, that you can make it cometrue. Would you still choose to hang on to it, knowing it will work out in the end, but going through all the hurt to get there?
Is love really all our wants to satisfy our selfish greed?
9:44 AM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
poem-ed
Poem updated.
9:41 AM
The fool in me
I guess i don't know what to think, neither do i know what am i supposed to do again. It's doing the "right" thing and doing something i want. This time i wish someone would tell me what to do and i would listen for a change. I wish i'm a programmable robot. It's a shitty feeling, really. :/
Sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together. Maybe it's better if people just
Fuck it.
9:12 AM
Sunday, January 31, 2010
♥ s
Managed to take an off-day yesterday, so i'm getting a break from all the unnecessary stress that i'm caused daily and just chill with my peeps. So they wanted to catch Tooth Fairy @ illuma, but after some changes we caught a midnight movie My Ex @ PS instead. There were a few scares but i sat through half the movie before realising i watched the entire thing before only without the english subtitles. Peggy was the only person to scream at one point, i have no idea why nobody else did, but i swear i only heard her voice. LMFAO. I'm sure that will still be a laughing point for ages to come. :x
I'll like to say sorry to all my exs for any broken promises. PLEASE DO NOT COME BACK TO HAUNT ME. XD
So, i've been looking forward to it the entire week, it just feels normal to be with the peeps, as though everything's the way it used to be, like in the past, it just feels right. Although we all have our own path in life, it's nice to know that in some way or another, the paths merge to a certain extent. You guys are my life, thanks for always cheering me up, for always giving good advice, for being there for me when i'm down and for all the dumb nonsense. I ♥ all of you. :D
3:05 AM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
14 hours of shit
Freaking glad i didn't get stuck in that
2:46 AM
Friday, January 22, 2010
my own
Tired, paranoid and paranoid, pretty much freaking out right now. This sucks. Plus there goes my "Quit Smoking Plan". :/
4 pack and still counting.
5:49 PM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Falls
much harder than to say something fine about them which is not the exact truth.
Woke up today because of a phonecall, someone's sick, so i brought someone to see a doctor. LOL, that sounds SO weird. My entire body seems to be aching at every possible spot, must be falling sick myself too. Who wants to volunteer to bring me to the doctor's when i'm sick? Joking, i can go to the doctor's on my own, i'm a big boy now. :D
Met mummy at her workplace yesterday, had lunch at this mini hotpot place, it was okay. Just like a steamboat but you have your own minipot, nothing much about it. While we ate, we had a long talk on basically everything that has happened. I really miss going home, "home" being someplace i can call my own, something that is 101% totally me. Perhaps someday, i'll find my way back home, i really do hope so.
Fucking stressed, 2 packs 24 hours and still counting. :(
5:25 PM
love is a unity of two ♥
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beating together as one
About Love
it may leave a stain and some temporary pain.
But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting.
Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans,
or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined,
but either way the stain remains there.
And with time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there,
a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.
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