Woots~! today went to check my application for The Cannery. i oso got to know e receptionist, her name was Nancy.. hehehe. and den.... she LOST my application form!! O.o WTF!? no worries.. jus filled in another one. LOL..


Now this is e hard part. it's either Ministry of Sound, or KandiBar.. and for bartenders, u need experience.. are my hopes dashed?.. i so wish to try bartending. at least i can try security or customer service. worst i'll go back to waiter/server.. haiss..


After that went to play Battlefield:2 at X-gaming for an hour den met chubby and ed for lunch. Ate nasi lemak.. oh fuck it tasted like shiit.. T-T well maybe not, cos i haven eaten shiit before.. but must be quite similar. and i wonder why e long queue?.. it's not even nice la. must be kiasu. see everyone queue den queue too. wtf.. (note to self: nv eat their nasi lemak ever again!!)


Den went for sjab.. haiss. major disappointment.. dunno they hav sense of urgency or not.. fyi, competition is on 25 mar!! and it's not like comp team trains EVERYDAY like my batch did.. why are e instructors feeling it and they not?! standard is oso extremely slack. wth la.. u guys not scared i'm scared la. u ppl totally dunno wad u're up against.. shiit man..


It's still a battle within me at e moment. i can't decide.. my dear daughter, tania, say's if i really like u, i should hold on.. my only fear is fear itself. e fear that i may never ever find someone who wld give me e same feelings as u did.. i'm really scared. haiss.. are u really that busy?... i shall let time decide, like we used to do.. let time heal my wounds before i make a full frontal decision.. in e mean time, i shall jus wait.. i'll be waiting her for u.. so if u come here, u'll find me.. i promise..



"Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Franklin P. Jones