Hiie.. Welcome to my blog.. This is for a special someone.. Michelle, if u see this, it's meant to replace e "DeathNote".. I'll always love u.. Yupp.. U've really made a BIG impact in my life.. Sadly, it's now time to let go.. Today is my birthday.. Actually, e best present i can receive today, is to see u.. Even if it's for e one very last time, i won't mind.. From e very start i was prepared to let go, but when e time came, i found i couldn't.. Why is this so?.. Haiss.. Saw this on e web:


My heart was like a thorn in a flower
my soul was like a burnt out tree
In a forest, green lush and free
Thoughts and emotions
never to be spoken
hidden under the dark, dry casing
slowly what makes me who i am is erasing
when you have nobody
they can't disappoint you
no one argues against your point of view
this is the way i used to feel
until you came and made me real
now my heart is a rose
in a graveyard, growing more beautiful
as you heal the scars
my soul is now
a radiant warm sun
glowing for everyone now
born again
with a whole new point of view
like all bad in the past was never true
my love now shines
and it shines for you


Sad huh.. Well it relates a lot to us.. For u, i was willing to change so much.. But u're right.. This change in me should be for myself and not others.. So, i've decided, i won't ever go back down e same road again.. This i promise u!! I'll always always be waiting for u.. I'll be right behind u to catch u when u fall.. Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, i fell in love with u.. I'll never let u go again.. Aishiteru!! I wanna be ur "boy" forever.. Pls?...


Happy Birthday to ME!!


"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." - Jason Jordon