Woots~!! jus received note tt i'll be in group November.. hope they hav nice ppl there. i dun wish to whack any of my group members. hehe.. this is so exciting!! can't wait for this sunday to come.. e only problem is, i'll be working on saturday!! which means its up till maybe 5.30am (sunday morning).. i have to be at st. john HQ by 0815 in Full Uniform! i dunno how i'm gonna survive doing that every week. This sucks, big time! Too bad baby will be in Tango.. won't get to see u much. haiss. i really miss u..


OMG.. someth totally crappy happened today. i was trying to start e fire on e older type of stove when it "exploded" in my face. okie.. think too much.. only e fire came out. e problem is, it freaking burnt my fringe!! took out a bit of my eyebrows and eyelashes.. i'm so gg to cut my hair tmr. i can still smell e burnt hair.. wth. jus my luck.. ><

Does bad luck come at one go?.. everything seems against me these few days. yes, i'm talking abt e ban.. it's some fucked up shit. never heard lamer excuse in my life. even e "dog ate my homework" excuse sounds more credible den this shit Mr Teo gave. WHATEVER.. watch me!! e next time i come back, i'll be an officer. so fuck u.. i dun wish to elaborate anymore on this topic of e ban. so pls dun ask me abt it anymore...

Yesterday had treasure hunt recce. didn't see u there. =( we met at HQ, went to bedok first.. den went tampines to eat lunch. den went to pasir ris park. e beach is nice.. i shall station myself here. my dear princess is e game master here too. so it'll be fun. den went down to city hall. followed by mount faber.. wow. go up there if u hav e time.. it's damn nice la. scenary is great too!! den we went to lower peirce resevior and bishan park. i didnt go to e last place.. overall, i had fun.. but we didn't even visit ALL e places. super tired after e recce. wanted to come update blog, but fell asleep instead.. can't wait for e actual day.. March 17...

Haiss.. jus a few days and so many things have happened. i've been so busy. e moment i reach home i feel like lying down and gg to slp.. physically tired.. mentally tired.. baby, all i wan is u by my side.. i dun care how far u stay, ang mo kio oso no problem. i jus need u to give me strength, give me hope.. and most of all, give me love.. am i really asking for too much?..

Sorry for e long entry.. but this is to update on all e events tt have made me busy.. here are some pics on e recce on ytd..

me doing stupid poses

tingyu and peixuan

princess doing an "ivy lee"

wad a cool shot

pasir ris park.. nice pic

too tired

group photo

my obession with L

"If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater." - Anon