Wow.. i'm finally back. it's been so long. guess i can't keep up my blogging at e rate i'm gg. everytime i'll be playing games instead of updating. so.. here's some updates..


School has finally started. and, i've not been attending sch like i shld. hehe.. i really can't make it cos i'm working. and sch starts at 8am everyday!! i mean, WTF?! it's so early!! how e hell am i suppose to keep to e bloody schedule. i joined kickboxing for my CCA. wonder if i'll be able to get closer to muay thai? food for thought..


Currently meeting this 19 yr old girl i got to know at MoS. i served her table.. as for sand? over a long time ago. LOL. hence my new blog title.. wahaha. okie screw it. e real reason? i cldn't stand her being so childish. recently i find myself looking to older girls. why is this so? so they can support me? no.. i dun need their money. i jus find them much much more mature den others.. i do know a 21 yr old as well but she's gg to melbourne to study. tt's sad.. jus got to know her not long ago.


So many functions recently. later i'll be gg to e Barcadi Competion as a spectator. they hav flairing, speed bottle opening, cocktail.. quite alot of stuff act. den aft tt i hav a BAT event.. wad's BAT? British American Tobacco.. free ciggs, dunhill, mind u.. free food.. free drinks.. is tt cool or wad?.. i'm only looking to e ciggs. cos i've not smoked much dunhill ciggs before.


I'm slowly sliding back to who i once was. do i regret? yeah sometimes i do.. it was hard being a gd boy. but since i can't be wit u, i dun see why i shall be a good boy anymore.. seriously, it was all for u. guess it didn't work out in e end.. a Hwa Chong girl can nv be wit a bad boy. haiss.. sad thing is we can't even be friends?.. i dunno. i'm so freaking sick of my life..


"Blessed are those who expect nothing for they shall not be disappointed"