Once again.. i'm posting some crap up. basically for some ppl to catch up wit how fast Glenn's life is moving. e flight is exhilirating.. i'm flying too fast and no one can keep up wit me.. no one can catch me. yes.. it all seems like a game, life IS a game isn't it? maybe yes.. maybe no..


How i find myself drawn back to e dark side of life. it spices up my life, but slowly depletes me of my energy. e vibrant Glenn tt used to smile may not last long. when i close my eyes, i can see my face. except tt my eyes are red.. does tt mean anyth?.. i hope not. den again, i hope i'll find out. some say, "Curiousity killed e cat!" Well, cat's have 9 lives, dun they? How i wish i had 9 lives too...


Frankly speaking, i think i get too curious for my own good. like now i'm really fighting e urge to find out more abt e dark arts. i mean e REAL dark arts. not some mumbo jumbo.. though being a christian, i know where it'll lead me.. hence i hold back. but it jus seems so unreal.. like it's so impossible tt u wish to give it a try. should i? no.. tt's wad many wld say. i dunno.. who doesn't want power? how nice a feeling, to feel all e power coursing through ur veins. but this is not a step. it's a jump off a clif. there's no turning back aft tt.. and tt is wad i fear. i fear tt i will regret.. i shall give it more thought. and some research....


This sunday wld be her birthday. i'm really tempted to get someth for her. yet i dunno wad i shld get. or even whether if i shld even get anyth. haiss.. is there a point for me to stay in e state i am in now? no.. i shld indulge, not abstain.... e process of this massive war in me has started. e side of good and e side of evil. e holy and unholy. let it begin.......


To her, i wanna say u're still e one i miss e most. recently i've been thinking if i shld even go back to sjab ever again. not bcos of her, but myself.. yes i admit sjab has been e thing holding my dark sides at bay. having to be a role model. to stand in front of e cadets.. u can't be there whacking ppl or doing shiit in front of them. no no no.. but it's all diff now isn't it?.. or izzit e same?.. haiss.. i seriously need some help. comments! give ur comments.. haha.


Until next time, goodbye to u. and u guys stay there, and jus watch me take my dark flight down... deep deep down down.. love u all. take care!!



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