I really regret quitting otc again this year.. am i really a failure when it comes to life? can't i even accomplish one single thing? sometimes i wonder, where did the confident side of me go to.. what happened to the side of me that said, "i'll take anything u throw at me!".. it's gone...
OOC.. aka Out Of Course. nothing ever goes right in my life.. or is that just an excuse? an excuse that i give to myself. an excuse to numb my misery and my pain.. the wound that my parents gave to my heart, will never close.. it will never heal.. and it hurts like hell..
I'm useless.. sorry guys. i've let you all down once again.. i've failed to complete something again. i've disappointed everyone who believed in me. why can't i seem to get out of this life of crap. is death the one and only way out of this dreadful life?.. once again, sorry everyone...
"Now i lay me down to sleep, i pray thee lord my soul to keep; and should i die, before i wake, i pray thee lord my soul to take." - Anon
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You took chances
once too many times.
As a child you thought -
"Oh no, never me."
Life is a gift,
Given and taken at some
unknown time.
Your time came too soon -
Your life was over in a flash.
The fun you shared,
The joy you brought,
All just a memory -
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