I once saw a quote that read "There is a fine line between courage and stupidity". i really think that it's true. a very fine line in fact..

To be honest, i'm a little sad and disappointed that they didnt even bother to include me in the email. after all that i've contributed. just goes to show that i'm right after all.

So should i open my mouth and ask if i can attend? is that courage or stupidity? wow, this one has an extra fine line. isn't it obvious enough?..

Yeah i'm different. i handle things differently but so what? i'm effecient. why do you people like to walk on a straight never-ending path? is it not boring?

I have someone, probably a cadet that left me a comment on Friendster, "Are you going for NCO camp this year?".. frankly, i can't recall who she is. but i did leave an impression.

All of you may look down on me, i don't give a fuck. this is MY life, and i live it the way that i want to live. hey if you were in the same situation as me, i wanna see what you can do..

Whole bunch of you, really disappoint me. the people i looked up to, as my role models. just a mirage isn't it? because its all fake. juat like all of you. FAKE.

Maybe because of this, i may have made up my mind. end this issue once and for all. aimply quit SJAB totally. why not?.. i won't have to worry about corp problems.

Screw them.. i like having the white and black side of me, and it's gonna stay this way. sorry Mike and chubb, but i'm sick of it. fuck them all i QUIT...