Feeling very down today.
many things happen which make me sad.
today went to the temple again.
but we were late. very late. too late.


Didn't get to take any pictures
because by the time we reached there
they were on the way back to the temple.
so, sorry! today missed some really good pictures.


They were all dressed up really nicely.
everything was looking grand.
except there won't as many people around as yesterday.
maybe because no 'getai'.


Sometimes i really feel lost.
from being someone with a sense of direction.
to someone with no where and nothing to aim.
feels really horrible.


And the ones i count on for support
don't really seem to bother.
in fact they make me feel worse.
was i wrong to trust them in the first place?


Never mind. it's up to me to lead my life.
this is a promise to myself.
i will earn my pride back.
no matter what it takes i shall not give up.


Screw life. this isn't the first obstacle i've climbed.
and it's too early too give in now.
i will be back in my full glory.
exactly how i used to be.


Tomorrow may be going for a job interview.
marriott hotel, guest relations.
hope i get a job soon, wish me luck.
take care all. loves.