L-O-V-E. does anyone truly know what it means?
maybe i don't understand it. or perhaps i don't bother to?
because i am who i am and i will always be that way.
Is that wrong of me to think that way? selfish maybe?
i don't know, but neither do i truly care.
i'm just me, deal with it. this is the way i do things.
and i don't see why i should be changing for the sake of others.
(P.S my blood type is B XP)
This girl i'm with now, she's one of a kind.
very caring, very loving, very sweet.
but i just came to realise, she's actually very simple too.
but sometimes simplicity is good. but not always.
In this case, i believe it's good.
but can a complicated guy like me,
with complicated issues in his life, make her happy?
i have my doubts at times, but we'll wait and see.
Wanna thank xian for today.
had some time to sit down and share some thoughts on life.
xian made me remember why i chose to live.
why i continue to push so hard despite the struggles.
Zikai too, because we had time to interact.
just to hear about his army stories in camp now.
simply out of this world. kind of looking forward to go NS.
maybe it's my way of running from my own life.
By the way, my interview was shit.
totally screwed up the whole thing.
will probably have to try again next week
can't go on like this without a job. this sucks. =(
Miss the days when i was so carefree.
doing whatever i wanted whenever i wanted.
wish to live those days again. soon perhaps, soon..
take care.