so many stupid things happening
things which make me angry
i hate being angry, i really do.
once again, lame quarrels
over stupid things; as usual
and this time i really tried to hold my temper
sad to say that i wasn't able to
yes i admit that i have a short and bad temper
so it's hard for me to not get angry
but why can't you not make me angry in the first place?
is there anything wrong with me
wanting to accompany my friends?
wanting to talk to them after missing out so much
anything wrong with them updating me on recent events?
anything wrong if they are girls??
to be brutally honest
i don't belong to you or anyone else
yes, i love you, but i don't belong to you.
so why be so selfish?
yet i tried to hold my temper
i don't wish to see tears roll down her cheek
but it's different this time
because i ain't at fault.
you have no bloody right to blame me
nor my friends because i don't belong to you
if i am to belong to anyone
then i should belong to everyone. (=
so someone please tell me
what wrong have i done?
is it wrong to accompany friends
even if you're attached?
if i am wrong please, tell me
so i can correct my thinking and myself
and yet after that i don't even get a freaking apology
this really sucks doesn't it?
i don't see us lasting long this way
maybe that's what you want?
neither do i see why i should treat you the way i used to
because you don't appreciate me being here.
someday when you learn to appreciate me
than i will go back to what i used to be
i shall wait for that day to come
and do pray that it comes soon.
the rest of the day was spent chasing dogs
i look forward to the day that i see you alone
i will make sure i break your fcuking bones
i promise you this; come try me.
take care.