i came across a very nice song
sad yet meaningful at the same time.
the song titled "Regret" by Mai Hoshimura
at first i didn't really pay much attention to the song
but as i was waiting for another episode to load,
i took some time to listen to it and read the lyrics
and realised that it's really nice.
the lyrics mean so much to me
something i can relate to. truly
so i decided to change my blog a little, just a little
the lyrics will stay in my blog forever.
just to remind me what i've missed in life
it's in the "& me" section of the blog.
so is the song. it isn't to full version though. yet.
i'm trying to get the full version now
for now this is all i have
lyrics in my post for the first and last time.
The scenery outside the window changes
Even the season is leaving me behind
I was closer to you than anyone because of my insecurity
Why didn’t I realize it at that time?
Your figure slipped out of my sight before me
I didn’t say the only, single thing I wanted to –
“Don’t leave me”
I can never say
“If you’re happy, then it’s alright”
A twisted, crooked heart like this
I hate it so much that I don’t know what to do
those closest to me will truly know what this refers to.
i'm surprised that i ain't pissed with this scenario
just disappointed, very disappointed.
because i try and she chooses to ruin everything
so i've decided not to feel sad anymore
no matter how many droplets of tears i see fall
my heart has now turned to stone
voided of feeling and pain.
nothing you do can salvage anything now.
i'll be fine after awhile.
take care all.