today is a day i hoped had never happened
a day i wished i had foreseen beforehand
maybe if i had gave more thought about it
i would have taken action instead of watching


how could i have been so selfish
in order to preserve your self-esteem
i decided not to mention your flaws
a very big mistake on my part


because i could not bring myself
to tell you what your mistakes were
afraid that you would fall back to who you were
someone who had absolutely zero confidence


i did not wish for that to happen
neither did i have the heart to tell you
that nobody will like a person with your attitude
then maybe it is my fault again


perhaps if i had done so sooner
none of these would have happened
no one would have to be hurt
and we would all still be together


now only time will tell whether this old saying
"better late than never" is really true
someday you'll understand what i'm saying today
hopefully by that time, it isn't too late to change


it took a lot of effort for us to come to such a decision
and it's not easy to sit down and just talk it out
i know it's hard for you to absorb everything in a single day
and i wish i'll still be there to guide you along


i believe nobody wanted this to happen
but no one can predict the future
what happens after this, i'll leave it up to fate
good or bad ; happy or sad


although when this has ended
we may all go our separate ways
i still hope that we can keep our friendship close to us
that we won't forget all the wonderful memories


because i never will forget
and i will always remember


perhaps after today, you may detest me
but i still feel that i have to tell you everything
because if i don't, nobody else will
i shall just pray that it all ends well


peg, you were right after all
i shouldn't have been so soft-hearted then
perhaps if we had talked sooner
all of these wouldn't have happened


seems like i ain't perfect too
but that doesn't mean i'm not trying
i'm glad i decided to talk to you in the end
from the bottom of my heart, i wish you luck


the world doesn't owe you anything


only time will tell what will happen
what will happen to all of us?
will we still be together?
take care. loved.