somehow feel pretty sad that you can think this way
but i chose not to give any more comments
because this is your life now, not mine
the talk was meant to clear the air
to filter out anything ut the truth in the end
meaning to filter any misconceptions
and even any misunderstandings that we had
because to me, in my eyes
i agree that both of you went too far
crossed that line of being just
though i chose to believe your explanation
hence i see no wrong with this person
voicing out what she has seen or heard
maybe she's really blur and saw wrongly
but i don't think it's fair to say what you did
i don't think she ever had in mind
to blame you or drive a wedge between kai and you
but just like everyone else, wants to know that answer
seriously disappointed with you
i believe that she has every right to voice it out
because she deserved to know the truth too
everyone does, because your actions were questionable
why, at this point of time, can you still pin the blame on others?
as i have said before, if you did not do it
why should you even care so much?
why do you have to be so sensitive
unless something like that had happened?
you tell me.
what the fcuk are you doing?
or did i just waste saliva talking to you that night
because it seems like that now
think about yourself before you blame others
because she doesn't owe you anything
don't you think you should be the one "waking up your idea"?
all she did was voice out what she saw
is there anything wrong with that?
it's not because she's my gf that i'm protecting her
but because my very own brother is being unreasonable
go think about it alright? and do some more reflection
doesn't seem like you're doing enough to me
if you choose to have such a childish thinking
and since you have no intention to change
then let us not waste each other's time
we'll both go our own ways
go think about it again alright?
i have a question..
if you don't blame others
will your self-esteem drop?
so to keep your confidence boosted
you choose to blame others?
so why don't you tell me now
is that how it works in your head?
that you can't blame yourself?
even if it's your own mistake..
if it is, then maybe i can still forgive you..
if not, then i'm really sorry to say
i don't really wish to have such a friend
thanks for the memories
see you on 24 Aug 08 00.00
when i get that last reply from you
i wont' try to change your mind again
maybe i'm tired, or can't be bothered anymore
just remember what i've told you before
very sad that you will think like that
just proves how little you've changed
take care.