don't know what's going through your head
i wonder if i really wish to know it or not
i still can't seem to infer anything from your actions
and neither am i able to understand anything


am i seriously that freaking useless?
that i'm unable to put my message across
or are you just too damn stubborn?
unwilling to absorb anything around you

you tell me..

why does everything need to end like that
is it not possible for us to live together
like the one happy family we used to be?


is this the true ending of the story
where everything needs to be sad
can't it be a happily-ever-after story?


then i'll rather not read this sad story
given a chance, i'll rewrite the whole thing
not just this pathetic ending
but the entire storyline


why can't you just wake up and look around you
everyone cares about you so damn much
and nobody wants to see you leave


i believe if anyone wanted you to go
they would have voiced it out by now
and in that scenario, even i can't do anything
but that's not the case, right?


he's right ; you don't treasure what's around you
hopefully one day you would learn to treasure
but perhaps when that day comes,
i won't be alive to see it =(


the very first reason "why"
was to protect those we loved
is this the way you protect them?
how very interesting, your definition of protect.


so why drown yourself in self-pity?
why choose to be sad, when you can be happy?
must you always run away?
especially from things that you can't solve?


nothing you do can erase what has already happened
since everything has been "solved" and "fixed"
why go to such an extent?


i'm already at my wit's end
and i can say no more
it is your life after all
the decision is yours to make


but somehow every time you go
you leave a wake of sadness behind


you just didn't notice or bothered to notice
maybe because you don't ever look back
not even to see if you've hurt anyone in the process
and that is bloody selfish of you


since it has already came to this
then let tomorrow decide our fate
the fate between 2 friends and brothers
and to close this chapter once and for all


after tomorrow,
i still hope that i can be by your side
to guide you as you change yourself
that's all that i have to say to you


hope that you read through this well


metamorphasis

any complete change in appearance, character, circumstances, etc.


hope to see you tomorrow
take care. loved.