actually i'm not even updating
due to the recent turn of events
haven't had the mood or time to blog
quite a lot have been happening recently
not a single one of them i would call good
just more and more
things that scar and won't go away
all of it seems like just a bad dream
some times i close my eyes at night
hoping to fall asleep and wake up
in a totally different world and time
i just wish that none of this has happened
perhaps that will be my wish this year-end
it's really sad to see a big family crumble
a family that has been with me like forever
of course i am unhappy
but there are choices to be made
decisions that need to be stood by
and plans for the present and future
perhaps i may not be with you now
nor would we be together ever again
but hope that you know that in our hearts
our friendship stays strong and true
i choose not to blog about the recent events
firstly, it would fit too much space
secondly, take too much of my time
and lastly, bring back all the sorrow and pain
also hope that things end fully like this
i don't wish to be caught in another war
where both sides are my friends and brothers
let's leave things as they are, no more no less
let's be matured and just forget it
because if such a thing happens again
i don't know who to help, seriously
shall try to blog more often
provided i'm in the mood
take care all.