guess it's really too hard to update now
a freak turn of events and everything changes
however it was mainly just a matter of time
boy is boy again..
meaning he is single (and perhaps free)
i don't really wish to comment much
neither am i willing to post about it
what's over is over
to some of you reading this
you may be elated by this news
yet to some it may come off as sad
i'm only sorry that i didn't give her enough
she deserved much more than she received
however i'm unlikely to turn back to before
time can never rewind itself
not even if you force it to
so i decided to let it be and see what it leads me to
i've decided i'm not going back ever
not because i don't love her anymore
but because i don't wish to hurt her again
just seeing the tears rolling down her cheeks
it saddens me as much as it pains me
i refuse to see such a sight again
as i know i won't have the time for her anymore
girl, if you're reading this ; i'm sorry
take care of yourself alright?
i'll keep to my promises
you'll get your sakae =)
that's all for now, work has been stupid
so many things to say about
yet not convenient to say...
updates won't be as often anymore
back to my gram's place at telok kurau
shall invest in a laptop very soon
take care all.