you need to take care of yourself more
it's not as if you have me to take care of you
so try not to fall sick too often, ok?
i don't know why you would make such a choice
in a sense, why bother hurting yourself?
who knows what i would become tomorrow
or the day after, or the weeks to come
perhaps i'm more like a hollw soul
an empty shell voided of feelings
maybe that's what i'm made to be?
anything can happen soon
i can nearly almost feel it
as if someone is telling me
and it's freaking scary
to you who made me smile
you're that special, yes
but are friends supposed to be like that?
i have no idea, just let nature take it's course
"Hitohira no Hanabira" by Stereo Pony
we've got a bad, bad habit of saying
"everything's fine" and bottling it up
i always thought about how
i wanted to be with you forever,
but we don't see eye to eye
i assumed i could always make you smile
in that soft, gentle way of yours
like when we first met
i want to hold you..
a single flower petal brushes against my skin
i don't want to believe
our romance was a mistake
i thought i loved you
i wanted to hear your voice more and more
and while my hand still reaches yours,
i can't see what your future holds
take care.