i promise to update more often
have been so very busy recently
i don't even have the time for myself
the times has been bittersweet
there are parts i've really enjoyed
some that i really wish never happened
guess that's what life is about
i'm totally confused at this point
don't even know what i'm doing
it's all a big blur to me now
taking things one step at a time
i've really learnt what it means
to lose the ones that you love
the feeling can't be described
it really hurts alot
i regret not making a decision
regret letting things drag on
in the end we're both hurt
if only i had another chance
all i had ever wanted
was a simple "i love you"
i really don't know what you want
perhaps i don't understand you
or maybe it's not me?
i wonder have you truly loved me
ever wanted me to stay by your side
have you ever saw me as more than a friend
or was it just a dream
i'll rather continue sleeping
because this dream is too beautiful
too beautiful to forget
yet too painful to remember
you really mean alot to me
more then i ever thought you would
i've never expected it to be like this
never even imagined we'll come so far
my dear girl, i do love you
i've been listening to this song recently
perhaps it's because i can relate to it
like the very first time i saw you
and how i'm feeling now
想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到了自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么高兴
因为我发现自己和你的距离
这是爱情还是你太美丽
让我作出不可思议的事情
我只知道我要看你开心
我什么都愿意 只要能够靠近你
我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你开心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里
我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛
想到了第一次见到你
你有一种奇怪的魔力
我感觉到了自己偷偷想靠近你
想到了第二次见到你
感觉我并没那么高兴
因为我发现自己和你的距离
这是爱情还是你太美丽
我像是着了迷 只要能够靠近你
我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里
我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛
我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里
我知道你和你的男孩有多么的甜蜜
所以我 才静静守着你
每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛
that's all i have to say for now
maybe one day you'll be reading all this
hopefully it's not too late
take care all.