haven't been using the computer
so i didn't blog or check my mails
a summary of what's been happening:
to her:
realise i'm now ready to let go
maybe it's for the best after all
i don't know why i held on so tightly
just didn't feel like letting go
what is yours will be yours
and if it's not meant to be
it doesn't matter what you do
it'll never ever be yours
thanks for the lovely memories =D
and to you:
thanks for being there for me
especially when i was feeling down
when i didn't know who i was anymore
and when i needed someone to talk to
hope that you liked them
didn't really mean to prank you
could tell you were really worried
i'm sorry! XP
sincerity is really so important
it's not about sweet words and actions
but also about true understanding
and with that you need truth
you're missed. =x
that's all for you.
lastly, to destiny:
took the time to reflect on life
and realized that i've much to do
so many mistakes for me to correct
what if there isn't enough time?
i've always lived without regrets
but there are things i'll never forget
it'll always be in the shadows
but it's there to stay till the day i die
i shall never know exactly
how much pain and suffering
that i had brought upon you
i also know there is nothing
that i can do to make it up to you
you may have chose to forgive me
but i can never forgive myself
this will be the only thing
i am to ever regret in my life
the first and the last..
that's all, nothing much
i've been thinking about stuff
and doing a lot of reflecting
life has been the same, normal
i'll try to update often
but i've been so lazy recently
convenience plays a big part
so.. i'll try me best. =/
a real rose
my folded rose
my regrets
love this bridge!
colours of my heart
love is fated ; love is sweet
take care all!