maybe it's because i've finally got everything off my chest
things that i wanted to say long ago, i've already said..
i feel much better now, more at ease and more relaxed
what's done is done, and it cannot be undone anymore
maybe it was best i never came into the picture,
because i don't see how i can make you happy..
i really don't know what to do now

i wanted to love you with everything i have
but i'm left with nothing now, not even time
so what am i supposed to do?

i'm a simple boy, easily satisfied and pleased
just small things that you do and i could be so happy
so why can't you be the one to do the small things each day
that can make me smile and cheer up?
why does it have to be other girls doing it..

search deep down to your heart,
close your eyes and ask yourself this:
are you sure i'm the one you really love?
because this will be the only time i ask,
your answer will lead to the choices i make

i'm already at a lost for words,
i hope you can hear my heart crying out
and screaming the things i wanted to say to you
if you can't, then maybe it's too bad..

take care. my envy


Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart