to be honest, i haven't been eating much the past few days
i can't seem to find the appetite to swallow what's in my mouth
maybe i'll be able kill two birds with one stone in this way,
save money from not eating and diet at the very same time!
and it doesn't seem that you'll care much anyway, it don't matter..
i shouldn't let myself be so affected by you, it really hurts. =(

maybe it's best to stay the way it is now? you'll move on soon,
to find someone that you truly will grow to love and care for,
someone that you'll cherish with all your heart and your soul,
and someone who will to the exact same thing, just for you.
how i wish that i could be that someone..

it really feels like it's all just a bag of lies, a bunch of bullshit. so your boss won't scold if he goes down, but would if i do? or is it just some lame form of a cover-up you tried to use? you know, i really can't take this, not anymore, not quietly.. i'll be gone before you even know it, and it'll be too late then.



Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.