Count your nights by stars, not shadows; count your life with smiles, not tears. maybe i'm just lazy to get up and start things going.
but i'm feeling uncomfortable aches all over my body
and it's really really starting to get on my nerves..
guess i'll just have to deal with it, the way i always do
because there isn't anyone here to take care of me! =x
woke up sweating today, maybe due the that bad dream
or maybe just because someone turned to stupid air-con off.
i won't even call it a nightmare, because it had baby in it,
and i'm sure that it's never a nightmare when she's involved..
i wanna tell baby, i'm sorry.. even though it was just a dream,
i feel really bad about it, hope that shows how much i love you.
anyway, i dreamt that we were discussing something,
i seriously can't remember exactly what it was about,
but basically i shouted at her, anddd..
i swear, it was so realistic, i saw everything in slow-motion,
and i saw the tears welling up, saw it roll off her cheeks
i saw it splash as it hit the floor, it was exactly like in the movies.
if that wasn't enough, i saw the look of sadness on her face,
and i could tell she was really hurt by what i had said..
i'll never forget that look in her eyes..
baby, i love you okay?
So hold her closer when she cries, hold her closer when she feels.
She needs a hand to hold, someone who will never let her go again.
And hold him closer when he tries to hold the tears back from his eyes.
Don't ever say goodbye.