i've actually thought really hard and long,
and i think peggy is mostly right about it.
after all, she IS someone standing outside,
looking in from a very neutral point of view.
i'm just wondering why i never saw it sooner?

and you were probably right too, won't you..?
i remember you tried to warn me, but in vain,
i had just never expected you not to be there,
when i needed you the most, you who knew me.
i'm sorry, i should have heeded your advice. =(

can't believe it took me a night's of drinking,
to actually see all that's happening around me.
and this will be the very last time i say it,
so just let me get it out of my system..


Standing here all on my own,
watching life go by,
taking in those dreadful words,
...a tear drops from my eye,
I stood there as i watched you run,
and waited for the pain,
love can be a painful thing,
you used my love in vain,
Why'd you leave me here to cry?,
our love had felt so...right,
why'd you go and break my heart,
just like you did that night,
let me kiss your lips once more,
so I can see it's true,
help me see your love is gone,
that I can't be with you,
don't leave me here to fall apart,
to watch you fade away,
tell me how you really feel,
and why you just won't stay,
I never thought I'd cry so much,
I want to see this through...
although you'll never feel for me.....
I always will love you.


thanks, baby. for all the happy memories,
those that i could remember and cherish..
when i felt loved again, once in a blue moon.
you will always remain a dear friend to me,
a friend that i'll never ever let go again.
i'm just glad that we're still friends. =)

took me a long time to change your contact name,
when i did, it really felt so right to do it.
and looking back now, it was a stepping stone,
the very first baby steps to start moving on..

welcome back, BOON. ^^


Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.