I seriously wonder what i'm doing with my life,
no aim, no goal, no nothing. just plain nothing.
that's so unlike me, always over-confident me,
with all the back-up plans in the whole world.
where did i go so wrong? it's you..
because i'm always checking in, to see your smile,
to see that you're happy and living your life well.
why am i even still doing all these, i don't know..
and i always have the answers to questions. always.
so how can i not know?
just finished with a korean drama someone lent me.
it was totally funny at the start, i laughed non-stop,
but at there was a teary end to the story, quite sad.
and they went through so much just to reach there.
of course, it's a drama so there's a happy ending to it!
when will there be a queen to MY heart..
Every time I see her all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding,
and I am painfully aware that I am not over her and she is over me.