There's nothing left for me to say, peg was right after all, again.
and to think i actually put so much thought in it from the start.
it's was truly stupid and silly of me; you would say i was dumb.
i've actually forgotten the very first rule, the most important one.
so i guess there's nothing wrong in paying the price for forgetting.

i was so naive to really think that we'll make it through the times..

Looking forward to drinking session later, just chill and relax.
hopefully i'll get just drunk enough to forget some things,
things that i don't wish to remember, that i want to forget.
it'll numb me right down to the core. it better.

I'll still say the same thing:

I hold it true, what e'er befall;
I feel it , when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.



Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?