and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity.
We sent Huimin on her final journey this afternoon. Looking at her face for the last time, i couldn't bring myself to turn away, i just wished i could stand there and watch forever. I couldn't help but silently telling her how wrong her death was, it should not have happened, she should not have gone so young. Especially not for someone like that, he doesn't deserve the amount of love that you gave him, even after death.
Not a single tear came to my eyes during the whole session. It's not because i was not sad, but my heart was filled with cold hate, so much so that my fists were clenched throughout the entire time. After the the body was cremated at Mandai, i was riding pillion on Brandon's bike, that's when the tears started to roll down. Honestly, i just wish to know that she's at peace right now, i'll be so much happier. Just thinking about the events today makes tears well up again.
All the sad faces i saw there, do you know how many
YOU'RE MISSED.